Slow drag
I think I got up from the wrong side of the bed today.
I feel dejected slash sad slash lifeless today. Everything feels so dull. It’s like nothing is appealing to me. My work at TeleTech feels dragging and redundant; I feel like a robot processing all these orders with factors to consider like how fast I am to do them and how many I should finish in a day. My other work is the same; editing and retouching faces seems dull too for today. And I am to get another set of pictures to edit today, both rejects and new ones.
As for material things, the sight of a mid level DSLR or the Nokia E63 excites me with the thought of having them, but nah. For today, they are just mere toys.
I feel tired. A flashback becoming busy suddenly came into mind. I was having an easy time before with TeleTech and I was wishing to have some excitement in my life, and now that it is here, I must admit, “be careful what you wish for ‘cause you just might get it.” (Sheesh, PCD line? That made me smile for a while. Haha.)
But now, juggling full time job with TeleTech and the part time job retouching faces for a certain project seems really tiring. Plus some odd “business” ventures like selling personalized pin buttons and tumblers, and mini-photo shoots (wow) for some people who wants their pictures taken by me (but of course, I do not know anything about fashion photography, though I am interested).
Career change? No. I don’t think that will solve things.
A vacation? Perhaps.
I hope a good night sleep tonight can cure this feeling.
